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I Am Your Sin

by Renoized

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1.
So delicate, so exquisite The taste of it, so divine This luxury, a privilege Reserved for you alone The meal is served, the table is set Blood of man, dine on human flesh Feed on his soul, consume him whole Peel his skin and grind his bones The stench of death, the taste of flesh Melting on the tip of your forked tongue Feeding your hunger, quenching your thirst But one bite will never be enough Ravenous hunger seizes you Your want, your need intensified Taking hold, losing control Can you still resist the call? The cravings return, too much to ignore Coming back stronger than ever Seduced by the flesh, enticing your hunger Unable to hold yourself back any longer Losing composure, the passion of murder Only so long before you kill Knife in his chest, welcome his death Drain him ’til there’s nothing left And so it comes to pass Locked away in his chamber The butcher, playing doctor Whispering in the ear of the dead The only friends he’s ever known Hidden away from the world The cannibal, the animal Feeding on the flesh His hunger never satisfied
2.
Still Human 04:37
Barely moving, barely breathing Still alive but my heart’s not beating Throat’s dry, I’m not speaking It’s been too long since I stopped eating Blank expression, empty being Eyes wide open but I’m not seeing Brain switched off, there’s no-one inside My pulse flatlined and my blood like ice Still human I ask of you Am I still human? Am I still like you? Still human What becomes of me? Please tell me Still human Am I still like you? Am I still human? Will you notice me? Look me in the eye? Will you see me as you pass me by? Look right through, I’m not even there Reduced to nothing by your piercing stare Insignificant, am I that worthless? You just couldn’t care any less Will you notice me? Do you even care? Can’t you see me suffering? Given up on life, you’ve given up on me Everyone I know has all but forsaken me Motionless, I’m emotionless I don’t want to move and I don’t want to feel I’m statuesque, made of stone Surrounded by people but I’m still alone A monument, sat in silence I’ve become a symbol of my own nothingness
3.
I am your sin… I am your pride, I am your vanity I am the reflection that you adore I am your envy, I am your jealousy I am everything you want to be and more I am your greed, I am your avarice I am there when all you think of is yourself I am your lust, I’m your desire I’m the perversion damning you to hell I am your sin… I am your wrath, I am your rage I am the sum of all the loathing you display I am your gluttony, I am your excess I am the hunger that you can never sate I am your sloth, I am your failure I am your talent that forever goes to waste I am your sin, the unforgivable Damning you to hell with every step you take I am your sin…
4.
Looks that could kill and the bloodthirst to match She’s a femme fatale, one look is your last She’s caught your eye, you can’t pull away Shrouded in shadows with her piercing gaze There’s something in her smile you just can’t place Lined with lipstick in a deadly shade You’d do anything just to get a taste But you’re not quite sure of the price you’ll pay In the palm of her hand, can’t believe your luck Grinning like a fool as your heartbeat stops In the lion’s den but you don’t know it yet Purring like a kitten as you’re Kissing death Her hand on your heart, she’s pulling the strings Squeezing the life right out of it Death’s embrace, just one last taste The poison on her lips, her barbed wire kiss Something sinister whispered in your ear The devil’s kiss, death on her lips The sting of her words, they’re sinking in slowly Your blood is poison, she’s the antidote Her betrayal could be your saving grace What would you give? Do you want to be saved? You’d do anything just to get a taste But you’re not quite sure of the price you’ll pay
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Wasted when you wake up from another binge Your bones are grinding, your muscles ache Writhing in your own skin, you’re dying to forget Any excuse to leave this life behind Cuts and creases up and down your arms Stainless steel tearing into your skin The needle calls again, press it into your veins Tell me can you feel it sting? And you’re crying for your tears Your body’s screaming, demanding more You’re dying for the next fix Weeping as you shed little pathetic tears You’ll do anything You don’t even care where it’s coming from You’re desperate, you beg for it As the needle cries little synthetic tears This liquid addiction, seductive obsession Chemical attraction with grip on your heart It’s taking you over, it’s pulling you under It consumes you, swallows you whole It’s the dirt in your nails, it’s the filth on your skin It’s your body lying covered in sweat You’re a fucked up mess, another piles of bones One more junkie blacking out again
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7.
Void 06:09
Left out in the cold, abandoned by you Not sure what has happened to me Let go of my hand, you’re walking away Renounced everything we once had Shock to the system, my blood turns to ice It doesn’t make any sense to me Can’t swallow the truth, I refuse to believe Don’t want to accept what you’re telling me Retreating within, cut off from the world I crawl inside my shell of deceit Ignoring the facts, I lie to myself but I don’t believe the lies I tell There’s a void inside without you, what can I do? Can’t seem to find a way to go on So I fill this void with substance so deep that no one can find me lying at the bottom I’m still drowning my hurt, numbing the pain so I don’t have to feel so empty, so cold I’m left wandering this world all alone Day after day I just go on without you I won’t listen to you, acknowledge the truth I’m still convinced this can’t be real I’m trying so hard, to will it away but I can’t wake up from this nightmare I keep seeing your face, haunting my dreams Every night it’s always the same I see myself drowning, running from you but I can never seem to escape I don’t want to feel, can’t stand this pain The ache inside is killing me It’s taking so long for me to heal When will I be free of you? You did this to me You did this to me You did this to me, you made me this way An empty shell, a broken husk, with no hope left at all Can I begin again? Can I wipe the slate clean? Maybe now I can pick up the pieces of what I used to be Rebuilding the image of me, the fragments of my soul My shattered sanity, lies before me, falls before me
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Hatefuck 05:42
How did we get here? We’re not driven by lust Brought together by our hatred There’s no love in my touch, nothing in my embrace ’cause my passion for you is empty I’m just using you, I’m reducing you You’re nothing more than a slab of meat Don’t mistake this, you know I don’t like this I’m only doing it because you hate it more Want it Need it Love it Hate this (Hatefuck) I won’t make this quick, you won’t enjoy this Not about to make this easy I’m doing it for me, do it for the release I just don’t care about you Force ourselves through this, pretending we like this Insisting that this is what we want Still playing this game, playing out this charade We don’t want to admit how much we fucking hate this It’s in your touch, it’s in your kiss It’s everything I hate about this It’s in you, it’s in me It’s everything we’re not meant to be Hatefuck, want me to hate you Hatefuck, you want this? Hatefuck, want me to hate you I’ll hatefuck you Want it (pretend to) Need it (pretend to) Love it (pretend to) Hate this (Hatefuck) You repulse me, bitch You make me fucking sick I fucking hate you
9.
A righteous quest set down by the gods A sense of duty met with uncertainty Decimate, eradicate Cull the sheep, cut down the flock Sent by the shepherd to guide them to the light Given your tools and set to your task When asked by the father, how can you refuse? It’s your decision to make Are you strong enough to make it? A bible in one hand and a rifle in the other A finger on the pulse and a finger on the trigger Healing with the first and harming with the second One hand giveth, the other takes away Itchy fingers, which one will act first? Will you show mercy or will you show wrath? Two sides of the coin, chance guiding your hand Will you let fate decide who you are? Who you are, who you are Will you let fate decide just who you are? Who you are, who you are Will you let fate decide? Your motives aren’t pure, a double edged sword Two faced kindness, duality of reason The chaos of chance, pure and unprejudiced No judgements made, no creed is safe You live or you die, in perfect equality Fortune’s in control, their lives on the line Under its rule, you can’t choose for yourself Led by its hand, who will you become?
10.
I'm Your God 06:30
Follow the words of an absent god His message forgotten, the meaning twisted Manipulated by greedy men A god for sale, the cost of damnation An ad campaign, filled with false prophets, silver-tongued serpents and sweet-talking saints For a tidy sum, you can buy your salvation but are you willing to pay the price? Shed a tear for the dearly departed For those who have left us, and those still leaving Tempted by promises from false idols Too good to resist in the absence of God You’ve been forsaken by your creator The liar, the doubter who walked away Your lord is gone, now I ask of you Who do you pray to when your god has left you? I’m your god I’m your god I’m your god now All penance paid, in sweat and coin They sold you their lies but you couldn’t believe Suspicions confirmed but you don’t want to admit Finding an answer, you don’t want to know Try to fill the emptiness that brought you to this Searching for something, some kind of meaning Some kind of purpose in this lonely world But you can’t replace what you’ve already lost
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The End 04:23
One people under god, divided by sin Spread apart across the plain The citizens depraved, given to the self The vice of man and pleasures of the flesh Despicable, inhospitable Controlled by their avarice Unashamed of what they’ve become Without guilt in spite of their sin The end of all things, days come to a close The great destroyer above and the liar below The hammer of the gods, crashing down As the walls collapse and the siren sounds Purged by fire, cleansed in the flame Only one shall be spared on this day And as the last shred of order departs Who do you blame as it all falls apart? Panic in the streets, two cities in despair Society degrades, no-one is safe Tensions rising, brought to the brink Past the point of no return Divine judgement, eternal vengeance No man worthy of salvation The cities of the plain, removed from history The scream of youth heralds their destruction
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Purgatory 05:06
Time is standing still for me Every second an eternity What did I ever do to bring This infinite, endless suffering The sands of time stretched far and wide Held alone in this sea of white This place I’ve been imprisoned in Trapped in this cage where I’ve been Waiting here for so long Waiting here for so long Waiting for you to set me free Waiting for you to rescue me When will my torment end? Is this my punishment? I’ve been waiting for redemption No end in sight Pain inflicted so long ago I can’t remember, I don’t even know The memory eluding me Held just out of reach Can’t recall what I’m longing for The answer held behind locked doors Am I waiting for my saviour or do I wait for something more?
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Outro 03:01

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released October 12, 2012

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